Real Comfort

Yesterday was my last day of classes!  Woohoo!  I am not sure why this last semester was so difficult, but it really was a struggle and I am glad it is almost over.  I have two exams next week and one at the end of the month.
Going back to school really has been a blessing.  I have learned a great deal in and out of the classroom.  I will only get a 2-year certificate of General Studies, but I hope to use the courses I have taken toward a Bachelor of Science degree.  But, for now, I just need to take a break.  I keep thinking how nice it will be to just focus on being a mom again.
And then I found this...

I even printed it onto photo paper and I am going to put it up somewhere in my house for the days when I forget how wonderful it is to be home with my girls.  :)
Even now, I am sitting in a clean home - which yesterday was a wreck because I had an exam, a paper, and a book project due these past 3 days.  I love the smells and sounds of a clean home.  I really love the sound of the dryer going and the hum of the vacuum.  They are comforting, somehow.  And I love the satisfied feeling you get after the work is done.  So, now I get to drink herbal tea and catch up on my blog reading while Alexis naps.

I do have dreams and aspirations.  I know I will have days when I get the "itch" to BE someone/something.  But, I also know there is no more rewarding job than what I am doing right now.  I know my girls have given up a lot for me to go to school.  Often times I was too tired to play or joke. I had a hard time juggling them, work, school, homework, housework and time for myself.  So, for now I'm happy to focus on my family.  I know it is one decision I will never regret.  I do hope to work on my own aspirations and goals, but at less expense to my family.  At this point in my life, I want to shape, guide, and love those little spirits that I have the privilege to know.  And I am excited to vacuum everyday!