11.06.2010

Afraid of the Dark

Today, at work, the question, "What are you afraid of?" popped up.  

Some things I am afraid of are, heights, really deep water, spiders, and.... (sometimes)... the dark. 

I came home and thought a lot about this and why I am afraid to walk to my car after my night class and why I feel so intimidated by the dark.

I know why.

And tonight I finally got to watch this Thursday's episode of Private Practice and I felt really strongly about it.
So.... I write.

I don't want to be afraid of the fact that home invasions have increased in our city.
I don't want to be afraid that one day I won't be able to protect my family when I need to.
I don't want to be afraid because of my lack of experience...

I want to be able to rely on my ability to read situations and people.
I want to know what to do and when, in any situation.
I want to be strong.

So, what do I do about it?

will run... not for exersize....  for stamina.
will learn...  not English courses...  self defense.
will be aware...  take the precautions I need in order to keep myself and my family safe.

I will not be afraid.


*If you have not seen this week's Private Pracice episode, please be aware of graphic content that is not suitable for children.

3 comments:

  1. Nan, you are so open and honest and sweet. Boy! did Taylor ever hit the jackpot when he met you! Thank you Ken and Ruby for raising such a treasure!

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  2. I saw that episode of private practice too, it's really sad how some people treat each other. I was never afriad of being out in the dark, until I moved out of Liverpool. Now it's a whole other story...... We just need to be cautious, not scared.

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